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the story of an invisible girl
renniekins
renniekins
disappearing
I am shrinking. As of today, I weigh 13 pounds less than I did in January. It's slow going, and sometimes it's intensely depressing. Dieting is not fun. But the results make me so happy. I can see my ribs. I admire my ribs, twisting naked in front of the mirror, idly fingering them while sitting at work waiting for something to compile. My old clothes are all baggy on me. Just recently, I bought a couple pairs of pants in sizes I haven't seen in forever. I'm so amazed and proud of myself to discover that I can do this, that I can become skinny. I'm not there yet, but I'm approaching it, and I will get there. I feel like such a little person on the inside; it's about time I start looking like one on the outside.

Current Mood: diminishing
Current Music: Adagio for Strings

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cynnerth From: cynnerth Date: June 19th, 2002 09:58 am (UTC) (Link)
Congratulations LITTLEone :)
renniekins From: renniekins Date: June 19th, 2002 01:22 pm (UTC) (Link)
Grins...thanks!
fls From: fls Date: June 19th, 2002 10:04 am (UTC) (Link)
I never thought I'd see the Java dude waving to me on LiveJournal.

friendsList.add(renniekins);

Sorry.
renniekins From: renniekins Date: June 19th, 2002 01:25 pm (UTC) (Link)

heeheehee...I like the java dude; he's cute and fun. Makes a good icon.
Welcome! (:
mrdisco99 From: mrdisco99 Date: June 19th, 2002 10:07 am (UTC) (Link)
Just make sure you stay healthy.

I say that because I saw someone I know yesterday who's lost a LOT of weight recently and she looks unhealthy. It's very unattractive.

renniekins From: renniekins Date: June 19th, 2002 01:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
Thanks, good point. I'm going to stay healthy and athletic; my goal is just to get rid of excess fat, not become scrawny. I'll try to post a picture soon-ish, and you can let me know if I'm getting unattractively thin. (:
radiantsoul From: radiantsoul Date: June 19th, 2002 10:57 am (UTC) (Link)
If you are happy then cool!
renniekins From: renniekins Date: June 19th, 2002 01:31 pm (UTC) (Link)
I am....thanks!
guingel From: guingel Date: June 19th, 2002 11:18 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm glad you're happy with the way you look, but be careful not to overdo it. XP Thin is pretty, bony is ugly. I really need to gain weight, cos I've been past that line my entire life. ugh. I wish my ribs would go away.
renniekins From: renniekins Date: June 19th, 2002 01:36 pm (UTC) (Link)

You need your ribs, to keep your insides in! *laugh*

I've seen pics of you; you're pretty. Sure, you're thin, but you're young too. You're supposed to be little and cute! I wouldn't worry about it.

I won't overdo it - I don't think I could! I love to eat, that's what makes it all so hard. (: Plus, I'm athletic, so I'll always have muscles to keep me from being bony.
guingel From: guingel Date: June 19th, 2002 04:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
you're right! damn. I'll just have to hide them then.

thank you ^_^ actually, I'll probably end up gaining weight, but I don't know. . . I'm too lazy to eat right. >.<
mm. I have a small appetite, and a lot of the time I'll be too lazy to get something.

i wish i was athletic. I really admire that in you. ah well. can't have everything ;)
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