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It felt like a drug deal
It was my turn to drive, and I was sleepy. I'd had a big cup of coffee when we hit the road at 7am, and it had made my bladder painfully full. I'd picked up a Diet Mt Dew on the first bathroom-break/change-drivers stop, but I didn't want to drink too much. I didn't want to have to stop too much, and I didn't want an aching belly while I tried to wait (and my bladder is approximately the size of a peanut).

Still, I didn't feel as awake as I would have preferred. I was driving okay, talking and singing along with the radio, but I just felt like it was a bit too much of a struggle keeping a firm grip on my consciousness. I didn't feel fully in control, and it frightened me.

When we stopped for gas and another bathroom break, I started looking over the gas station's pharmacy selection. Maybe something that could keep me awake without filling up my bladder? All I found was No-Doze, which wasn't quite what I wanted. I approached the counter and asked vaguely, "Hey, do you have any of those energy pills like some places have?"

He shook his head, reached behind the counter, and pulled out a small plastic package. Three little capsules, all in a row. It caught and held my gaze, as he pushed it toward me. "You mean like this?" I couldn't remove my eyes from it, as I nodded. Stacker IIs. Yes, that was exactly what I wanted, with their combination of caffeine and ephedra.

"No, we don't sell any," he told me. I looked at him, confused, unable to quite formulate the question running through my mind (well where'd that come from?). "But I can give you these, if you want. I already took some this morning. They're great for staying awake, aren't they?"

Startled, I asked him, "You mean for free?" Smiling, he shrugged and said yes. I started justifying my need for the stuff. "It's just that I'm driving, and I can't be tired, y'know? Caffeine just isn't doing the trick." He agreed with me and pushed the little packet toward me. (The first hit's free, you know.) I took it, thanking him profusely, and went on my way.

I felt a little embarrassed about my drug deal, but I didn't have any more trouble staying awake for the rest of the drive, which was a relief.
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From: stilldocked Date: December 23rd, 2002 03:10 pm (UTC) (Link)
hmmm...trafficing not a felony in the midwest?
renniekins From: renniekins Date: December 27th, 2002 06:52 pm (UTC) (Link)


Heck...we can do anything we want out here!!!
ktlove3 From: ktlove3 Date: December 23rd, 2002 04:31 pm (UTC) (Link)

sorry, but that was really funny. be sure there isn't something else in those pills!

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