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Parental Argument
Last night my parents had a fight. My sister and I were over at their house for dinner. Interestingly, when it started there was a part of me that immediately felt like a frightened child again. I used to hate it when my parents would argue...I suppose all kids do. That palpable feeling of tension and anger, the feeling of fear and helplessness because there is nothing you can do to fix anything...it all came back.

But this time I was an adult, not a child, so I just walked out of the "argument zone" and didn't let it affect me too much. I read the comics. I looked unemotional and disinterested. I said nothing that could be considered close to "taking sides". They are grownups after all: they should know how to communicate with one another by now, and I figured the best solution was to let them handle it unhindered. Actually as soon as the arguing began, my sister and I both darted away from the scene.

It was a silly argument, too. My dad had been charged with the task of buying some tickets, but he'd bought them for sunday, when the only day they could go was saturday. My mom insisted that she'd said to buy them for saturday, that she'd specifically said sunday was no good; my dad insisted that he'd specifically heard her say sunday, and she should have done it herself if the date was so important. The tickets were nonrefundable. Sunday was impossible. She shouldn't have made him do it. He should have listened. And so on, and so forth. Neither of them were willing to back down the least bit, they just kept insisting and escalating and blaming one another and making each other miserable.

My philosophy in these situations is: what's done is done. Why fight and argue and hurt about something that can't be changed? Each of them could have just agreed that misunderstandings happen... "Maybe I misspoke, maybe you misheard, but it doesn't matter. Let's just fix this instead of fighting over it." I use my classic apologize-while-admitting-nothing strategy all the time. "I still don't think I did this Wrong Thing, but if I did, I'm really sorry."

Anyway, clearly they don't share my philosophy. Eventually they just agreed not to talk about it anymore, or at least they stopped talking about it until later. Neither of them accepted even the slightest possibility that maybe, just maybe, the blame did not lie squarely on the other's shoulders. Instead we just changed the subject and spoke of other things, and after awhile the tension eased.
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cannibal From: cannibal Date: January 9th, 2003 01:49 pm (UTC) (Link)
Hmm, walking out of the house, getting in your car, and going home would be a good response if it really upset you. You can say "g'nite" first if you want to be polite.

You do handle arguments and such a lot better than most people, though... you're great at being nice about it... you usually don't cause arguments where most people would, you're just nice to start out with.
From: entropygirl Date: January 9th, 2003 02:00 pm (UTC) (Link)
I agree, when there's certainly nothing that can be done about the situation, there's really no sense in turning it into such a big thing. Although if it was tickets to something meaninful and important to one or both parties, I can see how a mistake like that can seem huge.

I can be stubborn, too, but can usually see when it's useless to get upset.

Anyway, just random ramblings...
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