He asked me if I felt like it was loose, and I wasn't sure. I know it feels Wrong. Very wrong. When I skate, it feels "floppy". But when I hurt it, it wasn't nearly as bad as the other knee injury. It didn't hurt as much nor swell up.
But when I hurt this one and tried to use it, I knew instantly there was something very wrong. Plus, it's been 2 months and it's really not much better. It just does not function right. Those indicate perhaps it's true.
*sigh* So no definite answers. I have an appointment on monday, and he's going to do some further tests that he didn't do before, because he didn't think it was a tear. Plus he will look over the films himself. He is still very skeptical though, just when I am beginning to believe it myself. So now I don't know what to think again.