That made me feel slightly less crabby, but then I went shopping and felt down again. I know it's silly and obsessive, but I'm just so frustrated with my current size. It's not that I'm fat, but I'm heavier than I was and I don't like it. But I hate dieting. Ugh, it's just frustrating me, especially since I'm already worn out and stressed.
It will all get better with time, I know. Just a tired and lonely day. Too much time spent with coworkers, and too little time spent with close friends, by myself, or with cats. Actually, I spent no time at all with cats -- maybe that's the problem! However it was a very productive afternoon at training (Test-Driven Development) though, so that's good. Still...I'm looking forward to coming home friday.
I registered for the Race For the Cure last week, and I'm thinking of doing Photos For the Cure like I did last year. (Last year I emailed a photo-of-your-choice to anybody who donated more than $10 to breast cancer research.) Then I thought, maybe people would prefer something different -- like a bracelet! I know how to make those "friendship bracelets" that were so popular in the late 80's, I could make those maybe.... though come to think of it that would take awhile if tons of people donate.
Then I tried to think of something better, but failed. Obviously doing something expensive defeats the whole purpose of donating, but I really like the idea of giving out a personal thank-you of some sort. Makes it more special, y'know? So I realized: why should I try to guess what people might enjoy, why don't I just ask them? Hence, a poll. It's not very creative, because that's the whole problem. I'm feeling more brain-dead than creative right now.